Grrroooaaannnn....

Why do I eat so much? I get it in my head that I am not hungry and I will not eat like a maniac but as soon as I sit down (anywhere, home, restaurant, mom's house) I eat and eat and eat until I can't move. Then I remind myself that I will NOT overeat again because it is just too painful. And the next day I somehow forget it. Eating is like drinking alcohol... while you're eating everything is wonderful, you are enjoying yourself. It's AFTERWARDS that you feel like crap and you can't move and you tell yourself... I am never eating that much again. But the next time you go out, as soon as you start eating, you forget about the lesson you learned last time.

Today was Richard's birthday (Happy Birthday Richard!) and we took a bunch of our friends out to eat at Mastro's. Here is what I ingested:
4 pieces of Bread (2 sourdough rolls, 2 garlic breads, all smothered in butter)
1 crab cake (each order comes with 2)
4 raw oysters
1 stone crab claw
1 Bone-in Ribeye, 24oz (I ate about 2/3 so minus the bone that's about... 12 oz of meat?)
1 serving of creamed corn
1 serving of lobster/garlic mashed potatoes
Shoestring fries
80% of my creme brulee (My sis Joanna ate the other 20%, otherwise I would have finished it)

*phew*
All that in one sitting. Not to mention for lunch today I had Versaille's... I always walk out of Versaille's *stuffed*

My stomach hurts.

Okay this time I promise for reals, no more overeating.