Gosh

I was reading through my old posts and it's weird to kind of go back in time and read about how my day went or just to read my thoughts. Have I changed much in the last 3 years? I'm not sure. Definitely not in terms of what I do with my day. Goodness! My life as a student and being self-employed were pretty awesome. I did what I want when I wanted. I guess that's why it's so hard to get out of this habit of wasting my day away and getting mentally prepared for a 9-to-5 job. Maybe that's why I've been half-arsing it at interviews, not really finding what I want to do. I'm still hanging on to my old lifestyle.